when I really dont want to. i am pulled in too many directions, when I long for peace & silence. pulled into giving, not earning. people take, but never give back. I guess lack of sunlight makes everything seem so overwhelming, when really all i have to say is no. hugs to alessandro for achieving the impossible & made a pig fly.  (the pig was stuck on a silver Nissan, in the grocery store parking lot, it’s my screen saver for my iphone now)