I saw her in the corner of my eye, turned to catch it & missed & I will regret it forever

I saw her in the corner of my eye, turned to catch it & missed & I will regret it forever

She is stunning & sweet & thoughtful in this image. Not a child, not an adult. Just Hannah I love when she stops worrying about people looking at her or she is embarrassed to be with her parents at the park. I love when she lets go of all that teenager crap. And I missed it. But the feeling is still evident & so I’m sharing it with you. Happy Fireworks.

straight trees, twisting stairs

straight trees, twisting stairs

I love the contradiction & I would love to pick this house up & put it on top of mine. Naw, I love my house, it has great…potential

This is the best before & after picture ever, the wall, not the man.

This is the best before & after picture ever, the wall, not the man.

I remember it was on of those days where the outside temp. was a good 5 degrees higher then our own internal temp. I remember thinking if our temps were this high, we would be in the hospital, dying & this man is outside painting. Some people can push that comfort level way down. I was sitting in my car with the a/c blasting so hard my I had model hair, eating chocolate that didn’t melt on the 2 second walk to my car. I am weak, since my surgery I wear socks & sweat shirts while everyone in the house is as close to being naked as I will allow. This week the highest of highs was 106 without counting heat index. 106 will put a man in a coma & lower his IQ to drooling & this man is painting in the sun. He is a non fiction superman. & someone is paying 10 dollars an hour to paint the laundry place or maybe die.
“well, bless his heart” That is a southern saying for. “what a damn fool”
I ate chocolate in a car with a/c running with gas @ 4 dollars a gallon.
“Well, bless her heart, she can’t help that she is a lazy, selfish, pig.” I thought to myself as I shove a candy bar down my throat.
No moral or happy ending. I didn’t like myself much. Do I care more for the men & women doing manual labor in 100 degree weather? Yes. But I can’t think of them, because I want to cry, I don’t have a soap box, I don’t have a job, I have health care & a/c. Can I change anything? Not really, I can just vote.
In Alabama, we cook ’em in the summer heat, legal or not.

Great news for me, great for me, its all about me….

Great news for me, great for me, its all about me....

This is the view from my Uncles beach house in Lillian, Alabama. My Mother & her brother, me & my kids are going down there for 10 days. My WONDERFUL husband will remain behind & tile the kitchen & ART STUDIO floors while we lay around eating bonbons. We go at the end of
July, but I’m too excited not to share now. Envy me.