This is the best before & after picture ever, the wall, not the man.

This is the best before & after picture ever, the wall, not the man.

I remember it was on of those days where the outside temp. was a good 5 degrees higher then our own internal temp. I remember thinking if our temps were this high, we would be in the hospital, dying & this man is outside painting. Some people can push that comfort level way down. I was sitting in my car with the a/c blasting so hard my I had model hair, eating chocolate that didn’t melt on the 2 second walk to my car. I am weak, since my surgery I wear socks & sweat shirts while everyone in the house is as close to being naked as I will allow. This week the highest of highs was 106 without counting heat index. 106 will put a man in a coma & lower his IQ to drooling & this man is painting in the sun. He is a non fiction superman. & someone is paying 10 dollars an hour to paint the laundry place or maybe die.
“well, bless his heart” That is a southern saying for. “what a damn fool”
I ate chocolate in a car with a/c running with gas @ 4 dollars a gallon.
“Well, bless her heart, she can’t help that she is a lazy, selfish, pig.” I thought to myself as I shove a candy bar down my throat.
No moral or happy ending. I didn’t like myself much. Do I care more for the men & women doing manual labor in 100 degree weather? Yes. But I can’t think of them, because I want to cry, I don’t have a soap box, I don’t have a job, I have health care & a/c. Can I change anything? Not really, I can just vote.
In Alabama, we cook ’em in the summer heat, legal or not.

The best parents, mine.

The best parents, mine.

They came to watch H. play t-ball. My father told me my whole life while I was growing tall, he would say, “Our parents make us, then we remake themselves” I guess I forgot the photo part. 4 generations of photographers & now S. picking up the torch or camera rather. My father’s favorite cameras were the Hasselblad & the Contax SLR because of its lenses/optics. I guess being an eye guy, I would believe him, but can’t afford either one of his favorites. So I use the standard Nikon D90.

Just thought this would look cool & it does, dontcha think?

Just thought this would look cool & it does, dontcha think?

I miss my daughter’s. The non-furry ones. The ones I usually am yelling at for fighting. I have only my son, who’s only interest is anything other then me. I had a doctor’s appointment that left me sleeping all day. My husband took care of everything today, while I slept the day away. I should consider myself very lucky. But I miss my girls. They seemed to have taken some happiness & my love with them. My husband leaves for business tonight. But I am full of sharp teeth to keep my son & I safe.
Popcorn for dinner & a netflix movie, might help.